Post by UtarEmpire on Dec 10, 2007 17:27:03 GMT -5
Brother Love | Posted 12/10/2007 4:07:17 PM | message detail
I'm just tired, weary, and worn out. I can't stand myself, am tired of being lonely and constantly batting my manic depression, and dealing with a constant civil war internally due to te fact I hate myself for being gay.
Long story short, I never wanted to grow old anyway...So, I have a year and a half left in the Army. I'm pretty much going to hoard all my money I can, combine it with my savings, and leave the military.
I then plan on traveling the world, possibly to see everything in the 1,000 places to see before you die book, all while writing a book about it mixed in with thoughts on life in general.
Like "On the Road" meets "Tuesdays with Morrie". Then when my trip is over, I plan on returning to whatever place I visited that I think was the most beautiful, and killing myself, sending out copies of my manuscript to friends and family.
I think 27 is a good year to go. It worked for Jim Morrison, right?
Boy there are some creepy people out there.
I'm just tired, weary, and worn out. I can't stand myself, am tired of being lonely and constantly batting my manic depression, and dealing with a constant civil war internally due to te fact I hate myself for being gay.
Long story short, I never wanted to grow old anyway...So, I have a year and a half left in the Army. I'm pretty much going to hoard all my money I can, combine it with my savings, and leave the military.
I then plan on traveling the world, possibly to see everything in the 1,000 places to see before you die book, all while writing a book about it mixed in with thoughts on life in general.
Like "On the Road" meets "Tuesdays with Morrie". Then when my trip is over, I plan on returning to whatever place I visited that I think was the most beautiful, and killing myself, sending out copies of my manuscript to friends and family.
I think 27 is a good year to go. It worked for Jim Morrison, right?
Boy there are some creepy people out there.
